Is it me or is there somebody who goes through this once in a while?
I am really beginning to realize that everything we do takes effort. And that no matter what you plan, without effort, life will stop to mean anything.
Okay confession time. I started to go out to jog in the morning at 5.30am. Oh it was serene. I would jog for 30minutes and go home take a cold shower and dress up for work. By the time l got to work,l would be feeling totally great about myself.
Then l slowed down because l as l always say, reasons can come from anywhere, if given a chance. l kept thinking oops l am getting late for work.Actually l wasn't. Just that l needed to be in the office one hour earlier but it had gotten reduced to half an hour after l started to go out jogging.
Now sitting back even as l andika this message, l don't seem to even make sense to myself.So l have been asking myself lately ...what is wrong with me? Now l know ...ain't nothing wrong. I just got lazy and excused myself with a bunch of reasons.
When l next write here,l will tell you that l am doing well. And that l started to jog in the morning.Hmm!! Dear Lord have mercy on all of us.